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Monday, December 3, 2007

Well, I know that I've not been blogging and stuff because.. I am just plain LAZY!! BWAHAHA.. =XX..Ha ha sorry about that strange laughter.. And yes! It was a very good weekend last week! Hmm.. Wait a minute, its not that good either! OK.. Let's see..
SATURDAY
Well, my piano lesson resumed! Yay! Well, finally something to prevent me from rotting at home.. Ha ha.. Fortunately, I practiced at home before going for the lesson.. IF NOT, well.. I'll get some scolding ha ha! After that, I went home to slack a bit more before i leave the house again! Ha ha.. I went to Bugis to look for presents.. Hmm.. walked there for 1 hour plus plus before going to Expo for church! Well, at Bugis, i was pretty bored.. with me walking alone(SO SAD!!! LOL!)... Hmm.. Went to see the price of some stuff... It is like bending a rod of glass to the shape of your name! Eh.. hope those reading this understand what I am talking about.. Ah well!
On my way to Expo, it is super duper ultra bla bla bla CROWDED!! Thanks to the IT fair.. but the good thing is, the church service was AWESOME!! And and and it seemed as though few of my questions were answered! I was chatting online 1 to 2 days before the church service about me having little confidence and ...
GUESS WHAT?!
background: WHAT?!
LOL! Yes.. the church service was talking about confidence.. WOW! It seemed as though God is giving me the answer instantly! Thank God! =.= Ha ha.. OK.. I'll tell you more about the service! I will just speak generally just in case you will think that I am too religious but who cares! I am proud! eh... ignore that..
CONFIDENCE.. it is having FAITH.. IF you have FAITH in someone, it shows that you have CONFIDENCE in that person in doing the job well.. On the other hand, it is FEAR which prevents you from having CONFIDENCE..
If you have a lack of confidence, it shows that you have a certain FEAR of something.. lets take it this way.. E.G. when you are going to give a speech or speak your heart out to a group of people you don't even know, you may not be confident because you are SCARED, you FEAR that you will make mistakes or people will laugh at your ideas.
So, I am saying this because when you are CONFIDENT, it shows that you have NO FEARS and you will move on.. having no fear means that you have confident and you will not be afraid of FAILURES and even DEATH.. think of it this way.. DEATH.. it means that your body has failed, your heart has failed your organs have failed... this is like a failure..
E.G
POLICEMAN: WHY DID HE DIE?
DOCTOR: OH.. HE HAD A HEART FAILURE
So, if you have this very special thing-CONFIDENCE, you are fearless.. no matter what, you will move on and face everything REGARDLESS of any setbacks/ failures.. Well if you think about this.. EVERYONE is born FEARLESS and we have CONFIDENCE... well think about it.. look at those new born babies.. they fear NOTHING not even death! You will see them trying to do everything! E.G wanting to cross the road despite the heavy traffic, wanting to drink anything (this shows why medicines are kept FAR away from babies) Or even run around naked after a bath!
SO WHAT RUIN US? the simple answer is.. EDUCATION
why education? well its simple.. Our parents have been telling us to FEAR.. for example.. our parents keep telling us not to FAIL because it may throw the faces of the family or spoil their reputation.. and with constant reminders.. it created FEAR within the young ones - AFRAID TO HAVE FAILURES.. so with FEAR, as what is said earlier, you will have little confidence.. when someone ask u to do this, you FEAR that you will make a mistake and this will create a "blockage" between us and CONFIDENCE..
So.. what i am trying to say here? We must have CONFIDENCE! FIGHT THE FEAR WITHIN US and we can move on! ha ha.. i hope you can understand what I am trying to say here.. =D AND I am done talking about my Saturday.. LOL
SUNDAY
Well, nothing much happen during the morning except for shopping with my family! Ha ha.. We went to a nearby hawker centre to eat some dim sum.. well went to have a try! ha ha.. After that, we went to Ang Mo Kio Hub.. eh.. just 5 minutes walk from my house! Ha ha! We went to the big Fairprice.. to look at some groceries and some stuff.. well.. It may sound boring but oh well.. family outings never bore me! ha ha! After that, we went to Coffee Bean to grab a drink and eat some stuff.. that settles our lunch! Well its a once-in-a-month stuff whereby we treat ourselves.. so don't say I am rich! Then afterwards, I went to Siyuan's early birthday party! Well did nothing much except eat, watch movies, see Siyuan play DOTA, play the game of 'Idiot' well.. i tio the highest Idiot lvl when i left before watching the most horrendous movie in my life.. ah well.. Ha ha.. but the celebration was good until Siyuan had to cut his cake before his birthday and he seemed very upset.. so.. SORRY! ha ha.. and its his birthday today! So Siyuan! If you are reading this blog, pause the music in my blog and listen to this post sing a birthday song to you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO UUUUUUUU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO UUUUUUUUUUUU!
HAPPY BIIIRTH-DAAAY TOOO SOOOOOLOOOOOZZZZZZZZ...ZZZZZZZZZ!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UUUU~!
happy birthday siyuan! LOL
ok i think I will end off here haha.. thanks for tolerating my crap! haha cya!
ALDRICH =DD

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